I think I have my conversion experience written. Whew. It's about time. I reread what I wrote a month ago for "My Specific Call to Ministry" and it sounds good still. That one flowed out of me easily apparently.
Our youngest is 18 now. Graduation was yesterday. He missed the practice walk-through so he wasn't part of the graduation ceremony. The thing is, he demonstrated absolutely no interest in partaking in graduation activities until...the day of graduation...and then his feelings about it changed. He helped me not a whit with preparing scholarship applications so I did one and that was all. On the day of awards then he wished he had applied for more. I can't make up his mind for him. It made me feel so bad to see him feel bad. It really ripped my heart out. But I didn't care about graduation ceremony stuff myself when I was his age so I thought it wasn't important to him. We can't force him to do anything. I told him, you have to prepare for things like this. Everyone does. That's the way it is.
I'm looking forward to church tomorrow. I haven't read my Bible at all for two weeks - unless you count reading the introduction in my new pocket Gideon's Bible to everyone I know. I've just been in such a funk. Hope it passes pretty soon. I'm pretty tired of myself.