I think I have my conversion experience written.  Whew.  It's about time.  I reread what I wrote a month ago for "My Specific Call to Ministry" and it sounds okay still.  That one flowed out of me easily apparently.

Our youngest is 18 now.  High school graduation was yesterday.  He missed the rehearsal, so he wasn't part of the graduation ceremony.  He never expressed any interest in graduating until the very day of graduation arrived and then, I'm thinking, his feelings about it must have changed. I didn't think he wanted to go to it since he hates school and he never mentioned wanting a gown, getting a ring, or attending activities. I didn't care about graduation ceremony or graduation activities when I was his age, so I wasn't about to force him to participate. It made me feel so sorry to see him feel bad though. It was palpable. I think he regrets not going. Maybe I should have forced him to go and he would have ended up having a good time? 

I'm looking forward to church tomorrow.  I haven't read my Bible at all for two weeks - unless you count reading the introduction in my new pocket Gideon's Bible to everyone I know.  I've just been in such a funk.  Hope it passes pretty soon.  I'm pretty tired of myself.